So you wanna make it as a designer? You gotta make a personal mood board for your self. Slap together pictures that inspire you, colors, swatches ect. Then start to peice together your style from it. My personal design manifesto and webpage came from this mood board here.
head over to the “about” section of http://www.neeel.com to see how i used a mood board to craft a personal identity. Now try making one for your self its more fun than you think and see what you can come up with!